Buland
Al Haidari
MY APOLOGIES
My
apologies, my honoured guests,
The newsreader lied in his last bulletin:
There is no sea in Baghdad
Nor pearls
Nor even an island,
And everything Sinbad said
About the queens of the jinn
about the ruby and coral islands
About the thousand thousands flowing from the sultan's hand
Is a myth born in the summer heat
Of my small towns.
In the burnt-up shadows of the midday sun
In the silent nights of the exiled stars.
We used to have
A sea, shells, pearls
And a polished moon
And fishermen returning in the evening;
We used to have,
Said the newsreader's last bulletin,
An innocent, dream paradise;
For we, my honoured guests,
Lie to be born again,
Lie to stretch in our long history,
The myth told by Sinbad-
We used to have
A sea, shells, pearls
And the hour of birth.
My
apologies, my honoured guests,
The newsreader lied in his last bulletin:
There is no sea in Baghdad
Nor pearls
Nor even an island.
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Adonis
A MIRROR FOR THE TWENTIETH CENTURY
extracts
from THE DESERT: diary of Beiruit under siege.
1
The cities break up
The land is a train of dust
Only poetry knows how to marry this space.
2
No road to his house - the siege.
And the streets are graveyards;
Far away a stunned moon
Hangs on threads of dust
Over his house.
3
I said: This street leads to our house. He said: No.
You won't pass. And he pointed his bullets at me.
Fine:
in every street
I have homes and friends.
4
Roads of blood
The blood a boy was talking about
And whispering to his friends:
Only some holes known as stars
Remain in the sky.
5
The voice of the city is soft
The face of the city glows
Like a little boy telling his dreams to the night
And offering his chair to the morning.
7
In the page of a book
Bombs see themselves
Prophetic sayings and ancient wisdom see themselves,
Niches see themselves.
The thread of carpet words
Go through memory's needle
over the city's face.
8
The killer
In the air
Swims over the city's wound-
The wound is the fall
That shakes with it's name
It's bleeding name:
Everything around us.
The houses leave their walls
And I am not I.
28
A bat
claims the light is dark,
and the sun a road to the grave,
And babbles on.
The bat didn't fall,
Only the child asleep in dawn's lap fell off.
31
Whenever I say my country is within reach
And bears fruit in a reachable language
Another language
Kicks me to another language.
A
coffin bearing the face of a boy
A book
Written on the belly of a crow
A wild beast hidden in a flower
A
rock
Breathing with the lungs of a lunatic:
This is it
This is the twentieth century.
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